Hey, Any Of You Ever Gone On A Numb-Mode?
Numb-Mode As In Purposely Being Carefree And Apathetic.
Whenever I Really Feel Down, Angry Or Depressed, I Purposely Go On Numb-Mode.
When I'm In Numb-Mode, I Might Actually Treat People Coldly. >.<
This "Numb-Mode" Is The Only Way To Numb The Pain And Lock The Fears, Tears, Worries And Secrets Away, Leaving Me Either Cold-Hearted Or Retarded-ly Happy.
Crazy As It Seems But It Sure Worked Well So Far.
Truthfully, I've Been On Numb-Mode Most Of The Time.
It's Just That When The Pain Inside Or The Depression Gets Too Serious To The Extent That It Can't be Numbed, I Go Insane. That's When I Totally Spill The Tears Or Start Yelling, Leaving The End Result With Feeling Regret.
So... Now I'm Just Wondering If Any Of You Out There Are Like That As Well.
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