Thursday, October 22, 2009

Real Life ~ Break Down

Heya Reader(s)!^^

Here's Another Post And Sorry For Talking About Myself Again.

Honestly, I Get This Feeling That I'm Self-Absorbed But I Really Can't Help Talking About Myself.

After All, I Know The Most About Myself Only So That's The Only Thing I Could Talk About.

So Reader(s), Please Enjoy The Blog And Don't Read Any Posts That Gets You Pissed Due To My Self-Absorbency And I Also Hope You Forgive My Grammar Mistakes. =D

This Post Would Be About Breaking Down.

When I Was Doing Homework, I Kept Thinking Of How I Can NEVER Remember EVERYTHING That Are Coming Out In The Exam And Not To Forget, I Still Haven't Revised Every Subject Yet.

Help! >.<

As I Thought More And More About It And The Guilt I Felt Before When I Realized That I've Failed History From The Last Exam, I Almost Broke Down And Cry.

Then, I Remembered That Other People Are Facing Much More Complicated Problems Than I Am And That I'm Considered Lucky Enough To Have A Home To Go Back To, A Family To Live With, Friends To Share Days With, School To Go To And Slowly Achieve My Goal (Even If It Meant That I'm Not So Bright)...

Who Knows, Maybe At This Very Minute, Very Second, Someone's Experiencing Death, Someone's Desperate To Be Free From Health Problems But Can't Avoid Them To Enjoy A Normal Life, Someone's Being Abused Badly, Someone's Lost From Home, Someone's Being Kidnapped, Someone In A Coma And Hadn't Waken Up For A Long Time And So On.

Those Unlucky People May Actually Be Really Nice People. Really Kind, Understanding, Smart, Considerate, Patient, Honest (Etc, Etc) But They Just Don't Have The Strength To Make The World Better Because Of The Things They're Facing Currently.

Those Unlucky People May Be Really Young And Are Experiencing Something That They Are Too Young For Or Something That They Do Not Deserve In Life At All.

See? My Problems Are So Far Less Important Than Theirs.

But Still, As The Person Now Facing The Fear Of Final Exam And Constant Fear Of Failing And Everything, I Really Have This Tendency To Break Down And Cry.

Oh Well, Like I Said, Others Are Much More Unfortunate (Which Is So Sad T.T Because I Wouldn't Mind Taking Over Their Problems To Solve For Them, As Long As They Stay Happy And Help Me Make The World A Better Place) And That I, You, We, Everyone Should Try Being Strong And Face Our Problems No Matter How Reluctant We Are.

I Know, It's Easier To Say, Huh? =/

Here's Something I Just Thought Of:
When We're Facing Something So Complicated And Hard That It's So Hard To Take, We Should Go Up From The Surface Of The ("Water"=Troubles) And Take A Deep Breath, Calm Down And Then Go Back Down Into The Water To Try Our Best To Fight Off The Troubles.

Sadly, It's Not Always As Easy As It's Said. Some Things Are Just Really Tough That They Are Not Meant To Be Fixed At All. These Constant Troubles Will Get Us Worried That We Eventually Get Obsessed With It. This Causes Us To Get Stressed Out And Be Under A LOT Of Pressure.

People, It's Only Normal That All These Troubles Keep Rising. My Only Wish Here Is That You All Take Good Care Of Yourselves And Don't Give Up. I Wanna Share Your Pain Because It's Really HARD TO TAKE When You Keep Them To Yourselves. I Wanna Help You Out And Help You Not To Give Up.

Once Again, As I keep Saying, Take Care Everyone And Try To Have As Much Fun As You Can. =D

Good Luck~!

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