Here's A Post With MANY Confessions! I Hope You're Ready >=D
PHOBIA OF GHOSTS
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It Started With Ever Since I Was 9 Years Old.
My School Music Teacher Told My Whole Class A Ghost Story And When I Got Home That Night, I Couldn't Stop Thinking And Imagining About It.
Not Long After The Story Telling, When I Was Changing Clothes To get Ready For School, Through The Blouse, I Was Sure I Saw A Strange Looking Shadow. it Must've Been A Ghost. I Was So Freaked Out Then.
Ever Since Then, I Would Jump Every Time I Heard A Sound, Scream If Any Doors Open, Get VERY Panicky.
That Goes To Show How Bad The Phobia Got And It Just Didn't Stop Getting Worse!
But, Not To Worry, Now I'm Not So Insane Anymore When It Comes To Ghosts.
FEAR OF LOSING ANIME DVD TO WATCH
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Really, This Is My Recent Fear.
I'm VERY Worried That I Can't Find Anymore Anime DVD To Watch One Fine Day.
I Keep Thinking About It Every Day.
It's Getting To Be Quite A Problem But I'm Trying To Get Over It And Look On The Bright Side. After All, I STILL Have The 4 DVD To Watch Now And I Can Always Re-Watch It. It Won't Hurt To Refresh My Memory Of What Happened In Every Anime.
PHOBIA OF BUGS
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I Used To Be Afraid Of Cockroaches.
The Colour, The Appearance, The Way It Moved About Real Fast And The Fact That It Can Fly, Those Scared Me To Death. It All Started The Day I Saw My First Cockroach. I Lived In A Town-House Before Moving To A More Roomy House. At The Town-House, The Cockroaches Often Came And Creep Everyone Out. My Dad Was The Only One Who Actually Dared To Face It Head On. My Mom, On The Other Hand, Faced It Bravely From A Distance. As For Me, The Useless 4-Year-Old Kid, Cower Away, Tugging At My Bolster, Locking Myself In A Dark Room.
It Didn't End Even When We Moved To The New House. I Was Still Scared When I Saw It. I Felt Really Hopeless.
The Phobia Ended Since The Night I Faced It With Courage And Anger. That Night, I Went To The Bathroom Of My Room. I Opened The Door And Caught Something Dark Moving Underneath It. I Saw The "Anthena" From Its Head Swishing Left And Right. Ugh...
I Couldn't Take it Anymore! I HATED Being The Hopeless Case. I Ran Downstairs And Grabbed My "Weapons" And Ran Back Up. I Swung Open The Bathroom Door Sharpish, Attacking The "Vicious Monster" With My Broom. I Whacked And Hacked At It, Lunging Forward, Stabbing Hard Right On It, Sweeping it Back And Forth. Finally It Was In Many Pieces. I Don't See Any movement Anymore And Sprayed Bug-Spray At It.
The next Morning, I Got Scolded For The Mess In The bathroom As IW as Too Exhausted to Clean Up After The "War". Lolz. The So-Called Gratz I Get For Facing My Fear!
I Wrote A Chinese Essay About The Cockroach Fight And Sent it To The Newspaper. They really Published it And Even The Person Who Corrected My Essay Commented On The Essay. ^^ Woo Hoo!
Now, If I Ever Saw A Cockroach, I'd Love To Kill It But I Just Hope It Won't Fly.
PAST/PRESENT TENSE
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There I Go Again.
For This Title, I Admit That I Have Trouble Telling Where To Put A Present Or Past Tense In Essays.
But After Observing Novels, I Finally Get The Hang Of It. I Guess That Most Novels Are In Past Tense. I'll Keep Going On And Try My Best To Differenciate Them!^^
STUPIDITY
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I Actually Feel REALLY Stupid.
After All, The Proof Is Right Here- My Grades In School Are Dropping Tremendously.
How On Earth Am I Gonna Go On And Be A Psychologist?!
This Worries Me A Lot.
People tell me To try My Best And Study hard And Bla bla bla but Then...
I'm LAZY to Study Most of The Time Lolz.
Help Me!
SMILES
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I'll Admit It Now. I HATE Smiling.
No Matter How It Is Proven That Smiling Can Help You Even When Deep Inside, You Don't Even Feel Like Smiling.
As Long As With That Hideous Look Of Mine, I'll HATE Smiling Coz I'll Probably Look Really Stupid And I'm Not Good With Making Facial Expressions. I Just Can't Tell Whether My Facial Expressions Look As What I Want Them To Seem.
I Prefer Making Facial Expressions Online As I Can Just Type Out A Smile or Something That Deep Within Me Wants To Express.
After All, Mostly, The Facial Expression That I'm Ever Good At Is Frowning.
Even When I'm Happy Inside, I Prefer Frowning. Especially When I'm Alone. I'm Even Frowning Now As I'm Typing This.
DENSE
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This Is The Last Confession Of The Post.
I Think I'm Really Dense And Oh-So-Slow. Not Only Am I Just Stupid But ALSO Dense.
I Take Quite A Long Time Registering What A Question Meant In The Homework.
I Even Take Quite A Long Time To Choose An Answer.
See? How Slow Can I Get?
What With My Hearing Problems As Well, I Often Ask The People To Repeat Their Sentence.
To Be Frank, I Want Someone To Teach Me Things Slowly And Talking Slowly Coz It takes Quite Awhile For Me to Register What They Said And Think Of What They Mean And At The Same Time, Not Getting Distracted With My Own Thoughts That Are Not Relevant To What They're Talking About.
I'm An Airhead Now, Am I? T.T
Someone HELP Me! You've Gotta Be Really Patient Though. >.< I Warn You.
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