Today's My BM Tuition And I Had To Wake Up At 8:30AM Just To Prepare Going.
I Hate Waking Early Lolz.
Besides, My Right Eye Was Really Red Because I Had A Few Hours Of Sleep And It's Due To My Endless Train Of Thoughts. xD
As I Enter The Room, I Tried Remembering The Way It Looked, The Feelings It Gave Me, The Smell That I Don't Especially Like So Much And The People.
As Teacher Entered The Room And Took Attendance, I Remembered The First Day I Joined The Tuition. I Was Feeling Nervous As Always On The 1st Day.
I Remembered The Teacher Asked Whose Name Was Not Mentioned As He Took Attendance On The First Day And I Had To Raise Up My Hand.
He Gave Me The Name List To Write Down My Name.
From Then On, I Always Went There On Thursday Mornings. Sometimes With Bad Mood, Sometimes With Good Mood. Sometimes Dressed Up, Sometimes Looked A Right Mess. Sometimes Feeling Sickly, Sometimes Feeling Tough. Sometimes Reluctant To Go, Sometimes Do Not Give A Damn.
It Was Like A Cycle. It Became My Every Thursday Morning Routine.
My Mom Would Drive Me There And I Would Wish That I Was Back At Home Sleeping. xD
So... Now Back To "Present", His Students Get Fewer And Fewer. This BM Tuition Gradually Got More And More Quiet As His Students Decrease But When I Said Decrease, I Meant That It's Either They Really Stopped Going Or That They Were Absent. So Far Only 2 Stopped.
To Be Frank, This Is The First Tuition That's Ever So Quiet. >.<
Mom Said That His Teaching Became Less Aggressive. He Didn't Give Us Summary, Essay, Novel Or Short Essay To Do And Would Keep Giving Objective Questions For Us To Do.
He Gave Us A Load Of Time To Do Those Objective Questions And Made Us Wait Quite Awhile For Him To Start The Discussion Of Answers.
Every Time I Got Home, Mom Checked Up On What We Students Did And Learned From The Tuition. So That's How She Got To Know That His Teaching Became Less Aggressive.
When Mom Said The Word "Not Aggressive Enough" And "The new BM Tuition You're Going Too Is More Aggressive", I Would Shiver And Start Worrying Because I've Become Slow And Fear about The Amount Of Work The New Tuition teacher Would Give. T.T
HaHa...
I Actually Wanna Cry Now. Cry Very Hard And Bury My Face Forever, Never Show Up Anywhere Anymore.
That's Weird, I'm Not really A Studious Type Of Person As I Was Before But I'm Deeply Depressed The More I Think About It.
I Really Don't Wanna Face The New BM Tuition Teacher And Students. What With Their Curious Looks And Silent Judgment Of Me In Their Heads.
The New BM Tuition Starts In November. 1 And A Half Hours. From 9AM. On Monday Mornings. The Class Is Bigger So It Should Be Noisier...
Y'Know What? I Actually HATE Changes. I Dunno Who I'll Be Getting To See There And Whether I Could Even Catch Up With The Class. I Dunno How The Teacher Looks Like And Whether (He, The New BM Teacher's Also A Guy But A Chinese, Not Malay) Is Nice And Understanding.
I Dunno What Face To Put On And I Dunno What To Do. I Really Dunno ANYTHING Anymore!
Now's Just Hoping The New BM Tuition Goes Right And Mom Stops making Me Have To Go New Places Like This Again (Though It's High Impossible).
Whatever It is, I Am Still Depressed Upon Knowing The Change Of BM Tuition.
Sorry For Dragging On And Do Nothing But Only Complain, Reader(s).
Forgive My Self-Absorbency And Grammar Mistakes.
Thanks For Reading And Take Care, Everyone.
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