Real Life ~ Please Stop... T.T

Please Stop... I'm Begging You... T.T

These Negative Feelings... It's Giving Me A Really Hard Time...

I Feel Like Shattering Into A Billion Pieces...

I Feel Extremely Guilty, Extremely Hopeless. This Empty Feeling. This Numb Feeling. This Stabbing And Piercing Pain.

What's Wrong With Me? Why?

Am I That Depressed? What For? It's Not Like I'm Really Sad Now But I Just Can't Help Feeling REALLY Insecure And Guilty.

I Feel That No Matter What I Done, Nothing's Enough.

I Feel That I Can Never Do My Best, Like My Best Is Just Not Enough And Never Will Be.

It's Driving Me Crazy That I Can't Help Sweating Even Though The Weather Is Cooling.

I Am Running Out Of Breath... Can't Breathe...

I Am Losing My Mind.

Any Help Out There?

I Am Starting To Think I Really AM Going Insane. Mentally Insane. I Have This Feeling That I Need Professional Help.

But Guess What? I CAN'T get That Sort of Help!

It's Not Like Mom And Dad Will Believe Me. I Don't Even Wanna Burden Them Any Longer.

I'm Trying To Be The Best Daughter I Can Be And Help Them Out In Any Way.

It's Just That Whatever I Do, It Doesn't Seem To Help Much. It Doesn't Feel Like It's Enough.

I Feel Really Bad For Accidentally Hurting My Friend During A Badminton Game. In The End, My Friend Got All Quiet And Mad, Frowning. Gosh, That Look Made Me Feel Like Killing Myself. It's ALL My Fault! Because She Got Hurt, The Game Had To End Early. I Ruined The Game And Atmosphere.

I Also Feel Really Bad For Not Doing Any Better For The Exams. It Disappointed My Mom And Dad AGAIN.

I Just Feel That I Shouldn't Be Laughing Anymore To Show My Sorry And As A Way of Punishing Myself.

I Don't Deserve Any Of These Fun Moments At All. I Don't Deserve To Live.

No Matter What I Do, I End Up Hurting Everyone Close To Me.

I'm... A TERRIBLE Person!

I Wish That I Didn't Exist. Without Me, I Wouldn't Have Had To Hurt Everybody's Feelings And Everybody Would Have been Many Times Happier.

I Wish I Could Somehow Delete Myself.

Guilt And Hopelessness Is Taking Over Me...

I Hardly Enjoy Reading Manga Now Because I Feel Really Useless. I Could've Done Something Better, Something More Educational To Prove Mom And Dad.

But Deep Down, I Just Feel Like Lying Around Doing Nothing. I Just Have This Strong Feeling Of Wanting To be Alone And Never Be Seen by Anyone Again.

So Tell Me, What's WRONG With Me?!

T.T