Friday, October 9, 2009

Real Life ~ What's Wrong With...

What's Wrong With Reading SHOUJO Manga?! Is It That Bad?!

I Wish That Someone Else Would Stuck Up And Stay Firm, Saying That There's NOTHING Wrong With Liking SHOUJO Manga!

Honestly, I DON'T See Anything Wrong With It!

It Makes You Frustrated, Sad, Angry, Envious...

Anything Wrong With That?!

I Actually HATE It A LOT When People Just Criticize And Condemn About Me reading SHOUJO Manga!

ARGH!

Tell Me 100 DIFFERENT Reasons Now In 10 Seconds WHAT IS WRONG WITH SHOUJO MANGA!
If You Can't, Stop All These Condemning And Criticizing Already!

God Dammit! I'm Losing It! Gonna Snap Soon. URGH!

Maple ~ Guilt

I Feel Guilty That I can't promise My Sis That I'd Stay Playing Maple Long.

I became Fickle-Minded When It Comes To Maple Now.

It's Like, One Moment, I'm Bursting With Eager And Will Power To Play Maple Again And Help Train her Then... I Suddenly Lose The Wish To Have Anything To Do With maple Again, Logging off Leaving Sis behind and Alone.

Gosh, What Am I Becoming Now...?

I Feel Really Bad That I Am Not Who I Was Before getting Hacked And Losing Interest And Hope In Game.

I Wish That Sis Will Understand... T.T

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Real Life ~ Annoyed

=.=lll

URGH!!!

*Destroys Everything That Gets In My Way And Throws Them Away*
*Pulls Chunks Of Hair Out Of My Head*
*Scream My Head Off*
*Stomps My Feet Agitatedly Like A Lil' Kid*
*Swears*

That's What I Feel Like Doing Now!

ARGH!!!

God Dammit! I Knew Mom Would Not Allow Me To Use iPod But This is Worse In Another Way. She Doesn't Let Me Use iPod When Doing Maths Homework!

Eff It! Eff It All! Mother Effer C.B!

I'm So Pissed Now I Can CRY!

I Wanna Go Insane Even If It's Unreasonable To But I CAN'T! I HAD To ALWAYS Stay Calm And Collected. I HAD To Keep ALL My Feelings And Thoughts Locked Up!

EFF IT ALL, Man! Eff It All!

*Faints In Puddle Of Tears*

Real Life ~ You Know What?

You Know What?

After Posting The Dedication Post, I Was Yelled At By Mom. Urgh!

Just Because My Maths Sucked More And More These Days. Jeez! Gimme A Break!

The "Translation" Chapter Is Kinda Confusing And The Teacher's Going Too Fast! I Can't Catch Up And I Am Getting Slower These Days. Plus, I Am A Little Too Lazy To Catch Up Because There Are Getting TOO Many Equations And Methods To Memorize. Imagine, Not Only That But I Also Have (BM=Bahasa Malaysia), History, Geography, Science, Chinese And Others To Catch Up On!

Gosh, I Know I'm Probably Sounding As If I'm Making Up Excuses Now But I Really Have NO Interest Whatsoever... >.< I'm Doomed.

Anyways, She Kept Accusing, Yelling Her Head Off, Practically Tearing The Roof Off From The House, Scolding, Blabbering... Jesus Christ! There Was NO MERCY!

What Have I Done To Deserve This?! I Just Wrote A Long Dedication With All My Heart And That Was What I Got!

Just What Was Going On?!

WHAT THE HELL?!

WHAT IN HAVEN'S NAME WAS UP?!

*Freaks Out Until The Hair All Came Off*

DEDICATION

Big Thanks To Those Who Continue Checking Out My Blog!

I Wanna Thank Those Who...
Stay By My Side Supporting Me,
Through The Thick And Thin,
Through The Happy And Sad Days,
Through The Sunny And Cloudy Days.

I Wanna Thank Those Who...
Like Me For Who I Am,
For What I Do,
For How I Look.

I Wanna Thank Those Who...
Understood Me,
Under Every Circumstances.

I Wanna Thank Those Who...
Comforted Me,
Even When I Hurt Your Feelings,
With Hurtful Words.
Even When I Push You Away,
Leaving You Under The Rain.

I Wanna Thank Those Who...
Reminded Me,
That I Am Human,
That I May Make Mistakes,
Even Dreadful Ones.
Reminded Me,
That I Went Overboard,
That I Should Lay Back A Lil' Bit,
And Chill.
Reminded Me,
When I Unconsciously Became Selfish,
Full Of Fury And Grudge,
Thinking Of Nothing Other Than Myself,
That The World Doesn't Revolve Around Me.
Reminded Me,
That We Can Cry,
Out Of Happiness,
Out of Sorrow,
Out Of Agony,
Out Of Anger,
Out Of Frustration;
Because We All MAY Be Strong-
But We Have Our Limits...
And Break Down At Last-
But We Tried Our Best;
Because Some Things Are Meant To Be Left Undone.
Reminded Me,
That Everything Happens For A Reason-
But It May Be For A Good Reason,
Like A Blessing In Disguise,
Even If It Meant Going Through All The Obstacles,
One By One-
But I Didn't Go Through Them All Alone. =D
Reminded Me,
That We Should Never Take Things For Granted.

I Wanna Thank Those Who...
Befriended Me,
Whether You Stayed Long Or Not,
Whether You Betrayed Me Or Not-
But If Not For You,
It Wouldn't Have Made My Day.

I Wanna Thank Those Who...
Forgive Me,
Accept Me,
For What Wrong I Done,
For What Wrong I Said.

I Wanna Thank Those Who...
Correct Me,
Correct My Mistakes,
Even If I Don't Show Any Gratitude. >.<

I Wanna Thank You ALL. =]

I Hope You All Enjoy This And That You All Understand That I Meant What I Said But Don't Know How To Show My Gratitude.

And Again,
THANK YOU VERY MUCH~!
ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU~!
GRACIAS~!
XIE XIE~!

xD

Real Life ~ Type Of Anime & Manga

What Type of Anime & Manga Do You All Love?

As Far As I Know, There's:
1. Shoujo (Romance)
2. Shounen (Action)
3. Seinen (More Matured But Some Under That Are NOT Really But It's Because It's Not Under Any Other Category)
4. Shounen-ai (Yaoi=BoyxBoy Action)
5. Shoujo-ai (Yuri=GirlxGirl Action)

My 2 Favorite Types Are SHOUJO & SHOUNEN.

I Somehow Prefer SHOUJO More Than SHOUNEN (Because They Are Frustrating, Sad And Quite Dramatic) But Of Course I Wouldn't Want Those Hard-Core SHOUJO Mangas!

I Still Wanna Remain A Little Innocent, You Know.

Even If It Meant That I Swear At Times (Yes, I Finally Admit It) But We Humans Should Have Our Limits! I Am Still 14 Years Old And I Am NOT Ready To Take Hard-Core Category As My Favorite.

OK, Fine. I Also Admit That Some On The List Of AnimeXMangas That I Have Listed In My Other Post Probably Has Hard-Core Categorized But I DID Say That It Doesn't Mean That I Like It Or That I'm Addicted To It! I Just Listed It There To Let You All Know That I've Checked It Out Before And Here's A List You All Can Check It Out Too.

So Anyways, I REALLY Appreciate Those Who Check Out My Blog.

The Next Post Will Be About DEDICATION~! =^O^v=

Real Life ~ Colours

In This Post, We're Gonna Talk About C.O.L.O.U.R.S! ^^

Sounds Childish And Weird For A 14-Year-Old Girl, Right? xD
Well, I Can't Help Suddenly Thinking Of This Topic While Reading Manga: PARFAIT TIC

The Main Character (Girl Name Fuuko) Was Wearing A Girls' Tennis Outfit.
The Shirt And The Short Skirt.
I Guess Her Clothes Are Supposedly White But I Wonder Why Most Female Tennis Players Wear White...
Especially The Girls And Their Monthly You-Know!

So Anyways, If I Were To Wear A Tennis Outfit, I Wouldn't Have Chosen White In The First Place At All.

I Would've Preferred Black Than White.

The Top Can Be White But The Skirt Is Gonna Be Black!^^
Red Skirt Would Be OK Too, I Guess. Haha.

Well, For A Start, I Am Not Those Showy Girls That Wear Clothes That Show About Everything.

If I Were To Wear Miniskirts, I Would At Least Wear It With A 3/4 Pants Or Jeans.
If I Were To Wear A Camisole Or Let's Say Sleeveless, I Would Wear It With A Tiny Jacket. I Wear Those Without Jacket At Home Only But Hardly. Lolz.

But For Swim Suits, I Wouldn't Like Overall And Would Prefer Something Like Tube With Short Pants.

Weird, Right?

So Anyways, Every Colour Resemble Something. A Feeling, A Thought, Memories, Dreams... ...

White Makes Me Feel Shy And Pure.
Black Gives Me Confidence.
Green Makes Me Feel Adventurous.
Red Makes Me Feel Natural.
Yellow Makes Me Feel Self-Conscious.
Pink Makes Me Feel Girlish. Ugh!
Light Blue Makes Me Feel Younger In A Way And Also Bright.
Dark Blue Makes Me Wanna Change My Clothes To A Different Colour! Lolz.
Grey Makes Me Feel... Uh... Dull. Hehe.
Orange Makes Me Feel Hyped Up.
Brown Makes Me Feel Organized And Calm.
Purple Makes Me Feel That I Look Better Than Usual.

I Guess That's About ALL The Colours But Oh Well... xD

I Hope You Enjoy This Post And That You Forgive Me For Being Self-Absorbed.